Try To End The Story~~

Last night
very hard to sleep
keep thinking of you
when i try to end this relationship
i realize that i still cannot end it
disappointed with my self~
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when i wake up at the morning
i saw your massage
i try to not read read your massage
but
i couldn't
I miss you
two days didn't massage me
and reply my massage
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when i read your massage
you said that you will very busy for this few day
so, you cannot reply me or massage with me
i can understand
But
can you know my feeling now?
maybe is fault also that not telling you my problem
i even think to end this
giving up
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Honestly,
i feel more better when i read your massage
making me feel better
but its only a temporary
i will feel the feeling that's i hate in just a hour
maybe you already to do your best for me
but i just not feel enough
I'm not satisfied
I want more
I'm so greedy
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when i wake up in the morning
i always hope that you will massage me
or give me a morning call
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you massage me just now
saying that you just finish your duty and you very tired
i want to chat with you
but, my heart pain when heard you said you feeling tired
i ask you fast go to sleep
cause tomorrow you still gonna wake up early