Giving Up??

Felling down recently
many things happen
friends is leaving
tired working
ONE word
TIRED!!
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The thing that i concern now is~
my relationship??
Haiz....
talk about it also make me down and tired
Am i thinking too much???
YES,I Do.....
i always think negative~~
WHY??
Get out of my head you SUCKER!!!
make me damn moody~~=.=
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Recently....
i realize that
my friend....JUNE A.K.A Tupai
so weired~~
when we see each other
she didn't talk to me anymore
she will always come to talk to me
Am i forget about her already?
that makes she feel that I'm forget my friendship with her
we seldom meet...
so,what can i do....
will she think that i already have new friends then forget about her already?
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i am not perfect
i wish i can be perfect
i want to be PERFECT!!!!
That can makes everybody happy~~
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About my relationship,
i have been think to give up
is very hard know?
feeling far far away...
sometimes when lonely,need someones to accompany
nobody at my sides
i glad that i still have friends^^
but they cannot give me what a i want~~
that's LOVES
friends LOVE are different ok?
i already have friends loves~~
what i need is
LOVES
Know what i mean??
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so sleepy now...
i better go sleep>.<