Am I Ready Now??

I didn't aspect it comes so fast
when i looked into the mirror,i ask myself
Am I ready for this new ones?
i think I'm not really ready yet
many things flash over my mind
i scare this will make someones hurt or what.....
did you understand?
i hope you will understands~~~
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When the first time you chat with me at msn....
i felt comfort chatting with you
and you also felt the same things
it was keeping like that before you starts saying that.....
"i want you to be my love partner"
and i SHOCK!!!
i didn't know it will come like that
and starts from that time i feel a little panic
haahaa~~~
and i said to you that I'm not ready for this yet
dunno why,I'm feeling scare or what.....like something that make me scare to be in love again
i want to have someone special that can be with me when I'm sad or happy
or even just having a good times together
i wants that~~~
But,it just something in my heart that make me feel unsafe,scare,panic or blah blah blah........
i also cannot describe
hmm.....
and plus my last relationship is not end yet
the story are still "on"
can say like that~~~
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I really really appreciated what have you do for me
i know that you keep caring me and help me when i need to~
and i also said i will spend you some days
hahahaha~~~~
and when the time you not here
honestly,i have miss you
and i also tell you that.....
and you said you so happy that i got miss you loh
hahaha.....who know what is the ending will be....
just let times do its part~~~~OK?