You Change~~~

From the starts
its was a great moment
felling have somebody will care about you
makes you happy
someone special that makes you have braveness to be loved again
makes you feels you are important
felling you are special among other
and you makes me feel im special too
cannot describe by words
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you are special too me
in my mind
you are a funny person
always make me laugh
make me smile when im not in the good mood
your caring about me too
although you busy working
but after you finish your duty,you still will sms me
saying the sweets words
that enough for me
i didnt wish too much from you
you know that
what you do are makes me feels happy already
maybe that sometimes i will want more
but
i keep that in my heart
i didnt want you worry about me cause you are pressure enough
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But recently
you seldom contact me already
message also less already
i keep thinking that
maybe you was tired with your work
i can understand that
what else could i think about
you make me sick
when my mind turn to negative
i remember that you always ask me too think in the right way
i keep all what that you said in my mind
this time....
i cannot control myself anymore
you tell me you will back to your hometown
maybe for a years....or for whole live
then one things that pop on my mind
we will break???
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this was pop on my mind from the 1st time we decide to couple
or
you haven't think to be my special one
i know that our relationship won't stay long
cause
in my life
the longest relationship was just a few weeks
thats make me scare want to be in loved again
i scare the same thing will happen too me
i was hurt that time
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You choose your way its your choice
what i can do is
wish you HAPPY